Sunday, July 20, 2008

Accessories To Wear With Champagne Dress

Prozac Causality


The medical diagnosis was accurate: You have an incurable condition. I sank into a silent cry and accepted that the virus had invaded my body.
I confess, I am a new victim this disease which infects millions in the world and struggling daily to survive.
At first I tried to run and run, more to the despair of the unexpected the consequences of what is already known. Fortunately my shoes wore out and my feet began to bleed. I had to stop.
I myself to buy medicine religiously, as my mom will have to manage the rest of the days ahead.
Side effects were immediate. Constant arrhythmia reflected a vibrant heart. The bleary eyes indicated that, from now on, should go in one direction. And he could not miss is that sense of closure that makes you feel abstracted in a bubble that does not want to leave. Concentrated in a not how pleasant and happy new sensations that few known points and eternal part of treatment. I took my
contraindications and figured that would eventually become accustomed.
I decided to give up and accepted that the only thing that kept me pain-free were those lips curative doses of strokes which provided me his hands miserably silk. I feel cured with the pain of his body. Her tongue is my health bar. My shot for love.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Do The Chp Show Up To Court?



The days are gone as fast as the trail left by the movement of the wings of a hummingbird. Even I could see. Despite this breakneck speed, very inner life what happened to me as a song by Coldplay : slow, loud, in understandable but a peace that is buried in my veins like a dose of opium absurd yellow.
My eyes are still swollen. The poor are kept open above you. Every moment. It's like a vice. Teach a man to handle
Facebook your teenage brother and you'll understand what I say.
's muse turned into the human body. Lyrics little flow, but the words spoken become an ocean of admirable poetry.
steals souls! I'm more
confessed. I never set it face to face breathing becomes hot and agitated. The eyes become smaller and the view is clouded, bend, is lost.
as when in the midst of a drunken confused trying to hide your steps and breathe deeply to give oxygen to your brain and think better. In the end you end up falling. Cursed
work, stubborn love that consumes me, wretched that I control standards.
do not care what anybody says. What if I'm not creative, that if you torture the fact that I do not write more. I do not care. They are just special effects on a low budget film.
I'm smiling and my teeth reflected in the photographs in a very natural, something bent and with a subtle tone of yellow nicotine. Also the face of an idiot is worthy of comment.
The conclusion of this absurd scene is a blank page, ears, dirty, dark grayish bag my eyes and loss of sense of place, while I spend all day wanting to lie down on a bed and masturbating be happy. As I have never been. With the phone in hand of course. Definitely only you know how I feel. So you can only make love.
Of course now I get a lot more messages after having made that decision to tell everyone what we passed. That day I accepted that and the shit had taken its course, that the more I resisted, I knelt at the end resigned to the will of that Supreme Being. Pure
causality. Yes, CAUSATION
They come to me. So I will be immodest. Say trapped by an air of sympathy. In the end I think instinct is to throw it all away. Of envy that always eats so pronounced by the solitude like a cannon shot that hits most of these unfortunates. Too bad we are so few.
is like a magnet, simply learn, transforming your inner bitch and all I think about is to break what can not. Putas!. They are a decal
performance of The Pixies, Lex Luthor, Mr. Beam, Cell, Megatron and all those villains of fantasy.
Yes, I assume my fault, I will follow the game. But that is no reason to continue with their quest for destruction. I put my limits and are so clear that it would be normal to back down without thinking too much.
But the opposite happens, the magnet is multiplied in size and power. But it's really late to be blinded with an opportunity that never arrive.
I rendered in a battlefield surrounded by mines, and seeing the enemy with laser sights high reach and impact. All my colleagues around me are maimed and killed. Have holes in their bodies the size of an apple and the blood rushes through the body and not just through the bloodstream. Not a good image. As I stepped on his head hidden by my friend, I fell and I found the other hand, I remember that I recognized by the engagement ring on her finger.
I hope these tests are sufficient to forget the matter and believe me.
not been easy.
Sometimes I hear voices. Unfortunately they are not strong enough to understand what they say, but I know they're voices. The funny thing is that the bottle is not empty when I raise my hands and see through it, the table is the same amount of dust, I think 80 times powerful seven years ago. And in bed, the same legs in the morning before.
But there are those incoherent echoes. As the songs you do not understand but we like the singing. As the language we do not know but it seems funny to speak.
Nothing is equal. Now without a soul I still think all is lost. In addition we must add the fact that my heart beats faster, and I tell corny words page less often. Everything is for you.
I remember I'm the same from past experiences. Only now with more commitments and less time. But you always, even when you're here. Digress.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Dream Matte Powder Swatch

We lost

was once a love story at the beginning was very nice, then became routine, then started the mess and end ...

begin to experience the emptiness that remains when the person you think you want, not like you. And if you really do not want to show it. And if you show that you want him recently. And you overwhelmed by passions, melting your feelings about a dead body and dumped it never disclosed or even pity and disgust that I have or at least pay back a small percentage of everything you offer him.

And suddenly the pain is severe. As if you had thrown into the bed to mourn and feel that the stomach scissors buries you that by "forgetting" your mother left on the sheets, then cut and sew a hem of your pants. "You can kill your own mother?, Questions trying to blame someone for the misfortune of not knowing who you choose should correspond.

bled to death while you're still waiting for a change. You make your own excuses and turn them into truths.

Give your brain power to be convinced that you are blind and two minutes hit a huge pole that disfigure your face.

The death agony of sighs will loose hope in days, months or years never left, because since childhood while you sit at Mass to ask God for favors and pardons, heard that he is still hopeful because he lost faith, and who lost his faith is a soul without glory.

and reactions, although somewhat late.

one day decide to pull the lever of the toilet is in your brain and watch her eyes filled with tears as low your shit, mixed with the blood of your broken heart. Your vomit is red.

And throw you to decide how much you bitch get on the road with an interest in wanting to change the ugly life you lead. In the few weeks or maybe days, maybe hours, you realize that you waste your time and leave the filthy hotel room taking all your belongings, including drugs that you bought for amazing orgasms. At the end of silent pain wakes you are not the urge to mourn contained in the knot in your throat.

But there's always something better.

When you wake the dead butterflies rested one day in your stomach revive and begin to fly for pleasure. I get excited, want to feel longing and love, and see, feel, think, smell love. Flow

words, feel, say,

I suddenly showed up without permission. You came into my life making you mistress of my feelings, my dreams, my passions, like a breath of hope that hits my senses.
Now please do not go your way without stopping to think about the dire consequences of my broken dreams. Linda
princess who whisper in my ear the fearful sound of love, love my emotions, illuminating my cloudy nights, taking my rebellious feelings of emptiness.
Far as I watch a mesmerizing light that calls me into his arms soft and cozy. About
I feel, helpless, waiting for a word permissive to allow me to burn my body in the burning flame left to pass your lips smiling, subtle, moist.

back the vicious circle, finally the world is lost ...

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Quotations For Invitng On Wedding

INVISIBLE

Silence came to visit and all I could say was to happen and be made comfortable. I did not expect, but always as "good" received while in his last appearance was an uncomfortable secret among those present: he and I.

I asked about his girlfriend Soledad, but made a face and preferred to stay silent. Not insist to avoid further unnecessary stress. I was distracted watching his clothes. Flawless, as if his visit was prepared well in advance. Saco

a pencil from her purse and looked at me with contempt. The accusing eyes challenged me to start.

But ... Even
sheet still blank and I lost Internet links that purposely encourage me to ignore my thoughts. I have no ideas to translate into anything that calls me to ask me screaming meaningful words. Is there no reason to write, events are simplified when I dare to express them, everything is so uniform and unvarying to think has become boring, routine, tedious and cumbersome. Even

doubt the good intentions of the wisest. I'm sure you trust the advice of those who "know best" cause me a nervous breakdown with unimaginable consequences as to his senses, to increase my responsibilities, having to explain.

challenging and I felt rushed the pen on his face.
I cornered him with a string of contradictions that are so mine as him. Could it be that we should understand each other better? What do I have to wait to teach me to live with you? How long will this love-hate that separates me from the wisdom and I plunged into the slope of inaccuracies? Can you give me a space to imagine without you?

He laughed and left without leaving any explanation or response.