Write ideas on pieces 140 hurt when you sit down to write and you realize you've already said many things, then it is harder to come and have a good catharsis.
Now I have to get used to the idea that you will not be with me and although not told me anything, I will not continue to create false expectations, Madrazo would be worse. If there is a madrazo. But if there ... And so I am all the time, like a tightrope, I know that eventually I will fall, on one side and we're not together and the other side continue as before. Sometimes
accept that everything ends, which from the beginning I knew this would happen, I said I would prepared and I gave it my best to make you happy as we were, I should not worry and that after feeling bad, get over it. Then breathe relieved, I am concerned, I go, I hope things while you have to say. But other times I say it's all happening very fast and I fail to understand, I do not want that to happen, I would like to hear that you're just going through a bad time and all is fine and that this was just a bad dream and go back to make us happy and share. According to my limited capacity to understand, that's what is happening, confusion. And I wait. What if I put up with an old fool? Yes, I reread those fragmentitos
of happiness together and that's when I might not all go away so easy, like trying to fit an elephant under the rug so that nobody notices and nobody would notice with a properly sized rug, but the elephant is still there. I find it hard to believe that overnight you are thinking not worth pursuing, you do not want to leave, they lock you in the distance and coldness. Nor do I know if I wanted some and you're walking away because it is not enough or if I loved a lot, so much that I got scared.
But let's go slow, take your time, and both know that we are ready to continue together or each one by their side and not a hasty decision. Moments bitter will be nothing if it can make you happy again with what I am.
"I love you, I miss, I miss you"
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